All he has to do is ask me to come back to our bed. That’s it. But he won’t ask. He’s too proud.
Is anyone else tired of feeling like you’re just trying to “get through” your life? “If I could just get through the night”. “If I could just get through breakfast”. “If I could just get through the day”. “If I could just get through this pay period”. “If we could just get through this training trip or deployment”. “If I could just get through this month, year or decade”.
I’m tired of just trying to get through things. I want to LIVE my life… I’m just not sure where to start. I want to stop feeling overwhelmed and start enjoying myself again. I’m tired of waiting until we have enough time or money or energy to do things. But how do I just get up and do them? There are too many factors.
Is anyone else tired of just feeling “stuck”?
Sigh* I know I’m not alone in this, but sometimes it just feels like I am. I love my family and my husband and I’m so glad we decided to work out our problems and get our shit together for our children, but sometimes I just feel so resentful. He knows that I feel this way but there’s nothing he can do and there’s no way for him to understand it…
So, I’d like to know who else ever feels like this. Like you’re just trying to “get through” your life. Help me know I’m not alone in this.